The Next Stop

I admit, I'm a little sad. There's a reason why I don't like my birthday. Cos the time around then always makes me a little upset. This year is no exception unfortunately. I mean given the circumstances, I understand but... well... 21st? I've never really asked much of my parents I think, I've always been a good girl (relatively), I even cleaned the house today while everyone went out, and I was at home stuck doing homework. It's just sad that I can't even celebrate my birthday, not even go out for dinner. If only our family's circumstances were better... if only I weren't greedy. I should stop wanting things to happen. Else I'm just hurting myself.