Something you might not know about me. I like watching TW-dramas. Or any kind of asian dramas really. Started off just watching anime, but then branched off into dramas ever since Janet lent me It started with a kiss. (curse you Janet!! lol only kidding. but not reallyXD)
Admittedly, a lot of it is quite soppy and predictable, but I that's what I love about it. Really brings back that nostalgic feel from watching alot of HK dramas. Seriously, hk dramas are so predictable, and they always spoil everything in the openings and previews.
Reason why I even brought this up is because I've been watching a new drama called My Lucky Star. I planned on watching it a long time ago, except never got the chance to dl it. But then I found out it had Jimmy Lin in it so I dled it!! XD Omg he never ages! He looks just as young as he was when he was 17!

On another note..OMG SHIRLEY JUST DIED!! NOOO poor Lulu is all sad again.D,: I need the rest of the episodes now!! But my internet is slow......COME ON 12am!!! Hurry up and be a new day!!
Okay I think I'm done for today:P

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You are black! You are probably an introverted, indifferent sort of person. You aren't necessarily emo or really hateful, though you can be. You just aren't bubbly and happy all the time like yellows, oranges, and pinks. In fact, you probably have a hard time putting up with people who ARE happy all of the time. You are probably intelligent and artistic, and maybe a little bit of a loner. You do have friends, you just don't mind being alone. Gives you time to think. You are a little blunt, and you usually tell it like it is. You are classy, and simplicity goes a long way with you. You can be a little off-beat, your interests may not go with "the norm". As for your friends, you love them deeply. You may not have many close friends, but you choose them carefully. You are incredibly loyal to your friends, and they know they can count on you. You'd do just about anything for them, and they know it. You probably don't show your feelings so much, but you do have feelings. Deep ones, too. You feel things deeply, and you can be passionate - you just don't show it. Your sense of humor is probably a little dark, but you do love to laugh. You can be totally crazy when you open up, but you rarely do. You, in a nutshell: Classy, introverted, loyal, a bit of a loner, unique, edgy, deep, artistic, crazy (rarely), intelligent. BLACK!


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I think that described me pretty well.

I am so close to finishing this semester!! Just two more weeks of work and I'm finished!! So, I have this computer folio I have to finish- two more projects and then compiling all my previous works into a folio, preparation for the slide test next week, daily drawing homework (I'm meant to have like, 100 pics (15min at least) but I've only done.. maybe 30?? So screwed.) , and finally my most hated assignment, studio work. I have to select 3 spaces within my uni and put them together to create something different that represents my 'journey'. There is nothing to talk about my 'journey'. It's not like its been any different from school really, and if I do have some sort of feeling, I have no idea how to describe it. Uni's just meh. And it's probably my lowest scoring unit compared to everything else. It's like vis com, all over again except with a class full of people who create stuff that could even be considered top arts design quality :/ So depressing. Well thank god it's got nothing to do with my course. Okay now I shall leave to go to sleep. Watching 'Blades of Glory' is something I don't want to be doing.

God I hate my sister, why does she have to be such a..snob?? She's changed so much- some days she's tolerable but other days it's just absolute hell with her. I wish I went to Doncaster instead, at least that way she wouldn't have turned out the way she has. She's way to easily influenced by others and that seriously has put her off track. Even the way she dresses just peeves me. On the coldest days, she would wear that stupid short sports skirt. WTH. Why on earth would you wear that on a cold day??? Is it really necessary to dress like those yr 9s?? And she's always moody and yelling at people to get out of her room or whatnot. Yeah that may seem like a typical teenage thing to do but seriously, she just ruins everybody's mood. Yeah, she's been through a lot, but because of her, I've had to face things that I'd never thought in my wildest dreams that I'd ever have to face. She's not only ungrateful to how hard our parents work to give her a good education, but she gives everyone at home such a hard time. She's a bloody selfish brat.

at the moment i'm at uni, waiting for my 9am drawing class to start. I'm blogging from my phone at the moment because i have nothing else to do. Anyway, this morning i finished my essay:D i finished at 2 so i only got about 3hrs sleep. Due to lack of sleep, one of my eyes is being demented so i have one normal eye and one demented:/ so i finished the essay, but i honestly think it sucks. I don''t think i was able to express my iwn views enough. Well okay i just leave it at that- heading off to class now.

You know when your on public transport and you spot someone you know? Do you go automatically towards them or pretend you don't notice them? I usually do the latter, partly because I find it really awkward to talk on public transport. And usually those are the times when I actually have time to just zone out and not think about anything... I sometimes feel bad when I catch someone's eye but pretend I can't see them because I just want some time for myself. Just to let you know, it doesn't mean I hate you or anything- just want to be by myself for a while.

I want to go into hibernation.. so sleepy... so cold..

Don't you just hate it when you end up doing nothing on the internet, going back and forth on various sites? I could be doing something constructive but I'm still so full from the big lunch today...

So today, I was just being a bum around the house. I just happened to clean the whole house an hour ago because someone's coming over tomorrow. Actually, I happened to look through all my old schoolwork because I wanted to do a bit of spring cleaning in my room. I looked at some of the stuff I wrote; I can't believe I wrote some of the stuff. :/ But I saw some of the most ridiculous looking drawings ever. I seriously can't believe I was that bad. I will upload a pic of a drawing I did of an 'angry jesus' as my facebook picture. >.< Seriously, I thought it was hilarious.
So besides that, today I also discussed the matter about me going back to China this year.....YAY!! I'm seriously excited! I haven't been back for nearly 10 years perhaps? I don't know why but I think I feel deprived of my chinese culture or something-.-" Because we uni students finish real early in the year, I was hoping to stay longer if possible but decided against it seeing as it would be awkward to talk to my relatives who probably won't understand any english. Hoping to go back with my sister near the start of December to Shanghai first, and spend the few weeks there till the rest of the family gets there. Then we'll travel back down to Guangzhou and Hong Kong and spend the remaining month or two there. Problem is, my sister has to go back to school before Febraury so I might have to go back with her. :( I seriously need a long holiday- been so many years since I've actually travelled a fair distance from Melbourne. Last holiday I went to Warnnambool which was kinda boring, and before that, it was Queensland, back in yr 7 or 8?
Another thing I have to get off my chest- I hate Jessica Watson. Seriously, this morning, I was watching saturday morning shows and then after they finished, every, single channel had a stupid program dedicated to her.-.- And what Kevin Rudd said on behalf of all Australians about her being a hero or something, that does not include me. Her being a school drop out to travel around the world to create headlines for herself is not what I call a hero. Yes, what she did may be commended, but the fact that the media has blown it out of control really.. annoys me!! I don't think she deserves that much attention! On the news after her story, there was a story about a girl who saved the lives of a family after seeing their house on fire. Is it because these kind of stories are heard so often that they've lost their impact? They still deserve more attention than a story about a girl who travels around the world in a boat. Gah. Ok that's enough for today.. -.-

ngo yi ga haw muun ah. mui gaw pun you dou m tong ngo gong ye, hai m hai ngo jou chou si ya? kei sut ngo got dut kew dei dou m liu gai ngo, dou m sheung zi dou dai ngo you me mun tai. you si hou ngo num kew dei hi m hai zun zing pun you.

Hahahahah!!! I have Adobe Master collection CS5!!! Can't wait to try it out...

I wonder what makes me 'cute'?

Do I seem like the good girl type? When I think about it, I don't do alot of things that other people do. Drinking, smoking, partying, being able to drive, have a boyfriend, go out with friends all the timeetc.- these are the things that many people do, is it not? I'm not a conformist so I wouldn't do all those things because of peer pressure or anything, but sometimes I wonder what it would be like to do those things. It's the image of being an adult that draws me in. I get the impression that everyone around me seems to do this kinda of stuff and it kind of puts me off. I've never really been into that whole social scene because it all seems fake to me, and people just spend their time getting wasted and talk about nothing in particular. It's not like I don't get along with people, it's just that because I don't go out as much, I'm usually clueless about what's happening around me.

And another thing- I hate it when there are things that I don't know, like general knowledge or something, and I'm left embarassed because I never knew about it. It's not my fault that I never learnt that- I feel sometimes because of my background and being the oldest, I've missed out on alot of things in life. I've always felt responsible for everything around me, and I try to set a good example to my sisters (unfortunately, that has failed miserably), always anxious and worrying about every little thing despite appearing having no interest, and I take everything to heart even if it is said jokingly. I don't even know what I'm saying anymore. I feel like I'm on repeat, having repeated all these thoughts in my head for a long time..

Please finish in time... rahhh

I feel like a fraud.