I hate all this pressure and responsibility... one wrong move and it's all over.

This is one reason why I don't answer phones in the daytime. My gran answered the phone, and it was some dude talking about government rebate something ceiling. She gave me the bloody phone and I had to listen to this guy with a heavy indian accent on a broken telephone line. It kept crackling in the background and it didn't help that I couldn't hear a thing he said. I kept saying that I wasn't old enough or a couldn't take this call on behalf of my parents, and he kept saying it doesn't matter. Also whenever I answered a question he said perfect. Creeped me out. Said that he was going to call back tomorrow to talk about some sort of meeting about the ceiling? Yeah, I'm not gonna answer the phone...

Next week is orientation week!! wahh I feel like I'm starting high school again!

Grandma came back today:P Lots of new stuff:D Makes me want to go back to China real bad. I don't want to start uni so soon, despite the fact that we've had an extremely long holiday. But I'm scared as to what I should expect. I'm thinking that I might not be able to catch up to lectures or something. I hope not. Should somehow record it just in case..

Now my gran isn't come back today... my parents said that her Visa expired. Now all my efforts to clean the house have been wasted! It won't take too long before my family messes it up. They are so inconsiderate.

I'm gonna miss sharing our lunches together..

crap crap crap I forgot!!! I didn't know I had to hand in the art kits' form!! It was due Friday!! WTH they should give us more time dammit! I wonder if I can go there directly or not..

Things are getting busy again. Now I have to pick my gran up from the airport! It's gonna be so awkward in the car because the lady who bought my parents shop is taking me there. I've only met her once, so I'm guessing I'll have to speak chinese. I'm also worried about which gate to wait at and whatnot, because usually I'm with the whole family so I just follow. Is this a level up in responsibility or something?
Anyway, I don't think I'll be having a get together soon...I'm getting a bit overwhelmed with all this stuff that has been thrown at me..

No second round offers for me. To be honest, I didn't expect one. I'm not sure if I mind too much or not. I originally wanted to get into RMIT no matter what but maybe it was a good thing I didn't get in? Technically, I think, Monash does seem to offer a wider range of things for me to learn, instead of just learning things for a specific job or whatever. I'm thinking this would mean me seeing friends a lot less though, and would be a lot of hassle to travel to. I guess this would be a good opportunity for me to rely on no one but myself, and hopefully build up my own confidence level. Well all I need to do is make some friends D: Oh god please let me make some friends!!!hahaha..
Well, we'll still meet up sometime though won't we? I don't want to lose our friendship over the past few years...

I Hate being an Adult

It sucks. It's my sister's bill, why can't she solve the problem herself?? I have no idea what I'm doing, it's not like I learnt it in school. They really should have taught us stuff like that as a compulsory subject. People like me have no clue as to what's the first step into paying a bill or buying a house or figuring stuff out about uni. They should give us a manual guide to show us how to live life.

Noooo I have to start taking my sister to school again!:( Such a pain. Yesterday when we were walking about the hill to the bus stop, they were doing some sort of maintenance work. Kinda awkward because we ended up walking onto the road and wondering if the bus could even stop at all. Then when I was walking back, I saw a little path they left for pedestrians-.-"
So, next week my grandma comes back. This means another full on cleaning of the house by myself again. Why can't anyone help out instead of complaining that I don't do anything at home? So ungrateful. I've tried to not clean before, except no one seems to care. I wonder how they would live if my grandma or I weren't here. The house would be a pigsty.
I was wondering if I should invite some friends over before gran comes back. Don't know what to do though, so give me some suggestions.