Have I ever mentioned how awesome you guys are? No? Well you guys are. It makes me happy thinking that there are people who care enough about me to bother reading whatever I have to say. Honestly, sometimes I wonder why. But whatever the reason, I'm glad. Just knowing there are people there for you, really has kept me going through the last few years.
You know, within the last few years, I've made friends in the most random ways. I was discussing this with my friend today, really funny><" Once I was looking for my class (back in first yr), and I spotted this girl who was lugging around the same big folder I was, and so I asked if she knew where room blah was. Lol>< Now we're like best buds^_^ Another, I met at a rmit interview, funny how well we got on>< I then asked for her dA account, and we pretty much became good friends. Haha. Pity I don't see her often; would have seen her at manifest if I decided to go but oh well.
Ok, another one, met through MCAC forums (uni's anime club). A final fantasy fanboy XD Lol kt, you should meet him and talk to him XD Big RPGer.
Last one that I can think of- basically I accidentally waved at some guy who I thought was this other guy in a lecture><" Smooth.
So yeah, that's how I make friends >< Lol I have no idea why I felt the need to tell you guys this...

Oh! Also. Bad habits. Don't you hate it when you're aware of you're own habits, but can't change them? I.e I tend to tune out everything/everyone when a conversation does not interest me. Take today for example; some guys were talking about who knows what, and then one of them says '...like mei'. Which always ends in me asking what on earth they're talking about. This has happened on so many occasions... probably should pay more attention to my friends at uni, but when they start talking about their computer games... =.=" just no.

Ok, sorry for rambling on about nothing in particular today, just..procrastinating from doing my readings... so not fun.

PS- be prepared for next blog entry- you're going to be bombarded with me complaining about my assignments next. You have been warned ><

Hrm. So last week was pretty cool. Got all my projects done and submitted them on time :D:D Which led to a pretty lazy weekend XD I ended up staying up late on Friday, up to 4am SaturdayO_O I don't think I've ever done that, if only once for Vis com. Reason? Lol.. I was talking to these guys for our film project. This resulted in a lot of links to random clips and such.. haha >< have to admit, it was a lot of fun. In the end, we didn't get too much done. We said we'd skype the next day except when the time came, he said he went over to a friend's place to play street fighter -.-" well he did txt me telling me that, except i didn't check my phone. So we decided to meet up at one of the guys place, which was fun^_^ Guess what we did? Haha. I arrived first, so we just played little big planet 2 (which was actually more fun than i expected, coz I've never really tried playing it on my psp ^^"). After that- hmmm... we started watching some anime ^__^" Lol.
We had dinner, and then watched FMA movie, Conqueror of Shamballa. Haha>< Eventually we decided to get down to business, which was around 8 or 9pm maybe? I have to say, the final idea that we came up with... erm. I'm just going with the flow, because I have no particular objections, just hoping that this will be good enough for film class. I think our idea would be fine for our normal multi classes, except I don't know how my lecturers think about this sort of humour. Anyway, basically our idea is based on this song from Newsgrounds, a song about willy wonka. There will be a guy sitting on a chair, lip syncing to the song, dressed as a clown (?) and there will be random intervals with stuff happening. So to sum it up, I barely know what's going on. But it'll be a lot of fun a expect. Not sure about the sense it makes, but meh. A lot of films don't make sense these days.

oh god this is too sad. I am currently in my lecture room, waiting for class to start. I've waited for nearly 3hrs now TT_TT Thursdays are the hardest days for me- wake up 5.20am, uni starts at 9, finishes at 7pm TT_TT It would have been better if I didn't have such a large gap, and that I had at least one person in my tute... So far for all my tutes on friday, I've been close to falling asleep. The tutor is nice enough and all, but her voice is not engaging enough that it's more like a lullaby to me when I'm already dead tired. Also, today, for some reason, I woke up at like 1 or 2am feeling really awake. Why?? And I felt like singing. Also felt hungry. And I also had an anxious feeling building up. Took me probably an hour to get back to sleep... I think I'll be extremely happy when uni is over.

(sorry for complaining, but I'd rather complain to people in person where they are forced to listen to me xD At least you have the option of not reading this haha)

"It was as though the pipe [attached to the derrick] was secretly sodomizing some hidden technological orifice, and causing a monstrous sexual organ (the fountain) to have an orgasm."

This is just some of my reading. Oh god all this reading is making my head explode. Trying to read as much as I can (with no success- this week, 4 readings, 2 of them over 20 pgs long each!), and a lot of it means little to me. I hate how we always have to go back into the past, and try to understand other people's take on photography. People nowadays, there must have been some similar opinions right? Why do we have to read a ever long, ever winding passage on some guy's view on photography???

Eye Simulation

This is what I've made for the past few days... not perfect though :/

http://www.swfcabin.com/open/1313536121

Drought

There's been a recent drought in blog posting hasn't there? I'd blog more, but hectic hw and stuff just keep piling up. I'd just end up raging about my homework. Which I would do right now, except I'm tired, and feeling pathetic because I can't get my actionscript right. I think my last post was a bit over dramatic, but still, I guess these past weeks haven't been great. Ok, now I have to go to sleep. Night y'all.

I think I'm slowly falling back into depression or something.. Everything seems bland, unexciting; I'm having trouble focusing/concentrating on any particular thing that I'm starting to struggle a lot with my homework. I also feel a bit disconnected with all my friends- at times I feel like I'm being ignored but when I do get any attention, I just don't feel like communicating. I really don't know what has gotten me into this slump but I wish it would just end :(

OMG don't you just want to eat this??