Lol I assume the last previous posts have been weird for people to read :S Well, I'll just avoid it for now unless I really need to vent somewhere. But yes. HOLIDAYS! Christmas is the best for holidays. I get a week off :P So far I haven't done anything with my time though :/ Well tomorrow, I'm going to Devo's card tournament- which I'm disappointed that no one else is coming, but meh, at least I get to hang out with Devo and Peta. The day after that, I get to hang out with some uni friends, which is good but a lil awkward I think. But yes anyway. So this weekend, new years eve. Hmmmmmmmm. Don't know what I should do about that. Been invited to 3 NYE parties, so not sure what I should do there :/ Not sure I can even go though, I'm sure my parents have something to say about how I should stay with the family on NYE's though :/ God why do they have to be so stupid about these things? We never do anything on these kind of days, we usually end up in our own rooms doing our own thing :/ Well I'm gonna try my luck and see if I can go to any of them >.>
New Year's resolution? Hmm should I give up on the idea? It's always nice to feel like you can start anew in the new year, but how often does that fall through? :/ Although one thing I definitely have to make sure is to do well in my final year. How scary is that?! *hyperventilates* I'm going to die next year D: I need to start thinking for possible ideas for the year...scary. I just hope the teachers will actually help out next year. Or give us good feedback to work with. The guy who's supposed to take us next year seems really strict- and he doesn't like latecomers, which is alright for me, but he seems like a mean teacher >.> Anyways. I've been typing this for way too long, keep getting distracted by skype convo. Well, type later. Jyaa.

If any of you are wondering what happened after that... well I said no. So far I've made him sound like someone I really don't like, which isn't true, but just the idea of us together is weird. According to my friend, he's "really good looking", which I guess he sorta is? I said I didn't want to ruin our friendship, and that I didn't feel the same way, which thankfully he seemed alright. Guess better late than never >.> First guy who's probably ever crushed on me (or at least told me) and I rejected him :S I felt really bad, I didn't actually think he would say anything so soon... Lol is this weirding anyone out, me talking about love? It's kind of strange for me to be talking about it to you guys, usually I talk to my uni friend about stuff like this x'D

Crap. Ok he does like me.


"because i have to come up with some type of excuse to see you (inlove)"


Whyyyyyyyy T______T

:S I seriously think this guy likes me :/


[21/12/11 4:16:36 PM] *****: you wanna come down with me? we can go do minigolf, see penguins, hit the beach, see a movie etc
[21/12/11 4:16:44 PM] *****: <.<
[21/12/11 4:16:46 PM] *****: >.>

We were discussing about christmas, which lead to him talking about how he celebrates it in phillip island. I then said I've only been there twice, but I don't remember much besides the penguins... I can't tell if he's casually asking as a friend or as something more. Those shifty eyes don't help either. So far I've managed to reject most of his offers ie. having me go to a friends house where he was staying at to bring some anime so they could watch (5mins drive away). All those little things really. I probably should say something shouldn't I? :S

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Why is this true? D:

Tired?

Oh god I'm so sick of working TT_____TT I hope when I get an actual job, it'll be more enjoyable than my current one. As one of my friend's said, I'm more or less a slave atm. Poor pay and sucky hours... I'm really looking forward to the week after next week, 1 week holiday FTW! YES!! Christmas, New Year... Wow things are coming to an end once again. Anyone set some goals for the new year? Don't think I will coz I never keep them.
So today was good, I finally got some sleep. Came home around 12am last night from a gaming night, and an anime night the night before- lots of fun ^__^ So I ended up waking at 10.40ish without having waking up once throughout the night- which is amazing coz I usually wake up once or twice because of some noise. So yes, that was an amazing sleep.

Later on in the afternoon, I went and upgraded my phone plan! So I have a new phone! Iphone 4S to be exact! Woot! Siri is fun to play with X'D I asked it to marry me and it said we didn't really know each other that well. Then Rebecca asked it why not, and it said that we should just be friends XD ahaha. Pretty smart :P It's not like those online conversation generators though, so it doesn't always understand what you're asking. But overall, pretty fun to use. I just hope I don't drop it at all within the next 24 months else I'm screwed. I can't exactly switch phones either coz the sim card is different for the iphone... screw the apple company and trying to get more money out of us :/

Working

I'm not sure if I've told you guys, but if you don't hear from me, see me around online, it's because I'm working at my parents shop these holidays. They're short on staff coz they had to go pay their mother their last visit, so me and my sis are filling in for a while. So, I'm pretty much only free on the weekends. Although, I could probably still do stuff after 2-3pm during the weekdays. But might be a little tired... Can't believe another holiday has been wasted... I planned to do so much stuff, but now I can't :'( I needed to look for work experience and was possibly going to work on portfolio, learn how to animate in maya, learn afteraffects... now I can't really do any of those things unless I want to be dead at the end of my hols :(

OMG why is ebaying so addictive???? I keep seeing pretty jewellery or whatever, and then I ask my friend to help me buy them for me on ebay ><" I think she's getting tired of doing that for me now X'D She's going to help me work out my bank related stuff so I can get a debit card hahaha XD