Well... been a while since my last entry. I've finally finished FF: Ring of Fates!! Yay!! Anyway, I think this week on Thursday I'll go do the prac exam. Partly because it closer to lunch so I won't have to starve through the exam>.<
I'm boredd~~ At the moment, I'm trying to sort out my files into folders which is taking forever>:( On the plus side I got a new USB! Woot! Well second hand from my dad but whatever. 2G! Except my mp3 is dead so I have to listen to my music on my laptop:( I need a new mp3!!!!
Everyone should nearly be back in Australia now, shouldn't they? So where are they now? No one is ever online...

Communication

Does everyone have a close relationship with their family? I personally think mine isn't that close, I rarely discuss anything with them- it's just so awkward. I don't ask much of them, they're just there to support me till I can face the world on my own. I kind of regret how my has turned out, I've always wanted to know what it would be like to be part of those family you see in those cheesy shows, how they're all so close and everything.. but then that would be too weird. I wish I could talk to someone who I'm comfortable with, someone who is willing to listen, and talk about anything and everything that is on my mind. Friends probably think I'm quite the introvert or whatever, but I have opened up quite a bit ever since moving schools in year 5. I am glad to have met all these interesting people along the way or else life would have felt more like a chore. But soon as you grow older, the distance between these friends will eventually grow as well because of our different paths. I really don't want that to ever happen because as corny as it sounds, I do cherish friendship the most, and I hope it will never change.
Well, I'm bored at the moment if you haven't noticed because there is no one to talk to. Even the people who are supposedly still in Melbourne don't seem to be anywhere in sight so I guess I'll just log off now.
~Mei

My inner thoughts

Have you ever wondered what happens when you die? I'm sure everyone has thought of this at some point, but I this idea as to what happens when you die. I wish that once I die, I could see how my life plays out before my very own eyes from a third person point of view- and that I had a remote that could change or replay moments in my life while I had the joy of seeing it. I'd love to see what I was like when I was a little baby or what I could look like when I'm an oldie..>.<

Also there are those other random things- like dreams, words, friends- aren't they the most random thing? To be honest I have no idea as to what I'm talking about now- can't really concentrate while watching a movie, but these things mean so much and can make you laugh and cry..

Don't you think being nostalgic is the most weirdest feeling? I always feel nostalgic when I hear old songs and stuff -I think back to when I might have first heard it and I always feel like I wish I could back then, all the seasons were nice, weren't over the top and it was relaxing. Now everything is about global warming as it gets worse, exams, jobs and whatever- everything is getting so stressful.

Okay I think I'll leave it at that as I can't think of anything to say, and probably bore you guys to death. Well I'll leave it at that. Meh.
~Mei

I'm bored

A phrase you'll often here me saying. I've just finished watching The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya, which I might add is somewhat confusing. I've also just watched the first episode of Elfen Lied. I was eating at the time so I was kind of put off my food. A warning to those who watch it- it is highly graphic, lots of blood and decapitated heads flying and a bit of nudity[ well there's this girl walking naked for most of the first ep, kind of concerning...]. I'm not sure if I am going to like this particular anime but I love the OP an END theme song...

Anyway, holiday so far has started off boring maybe due to the weather, as I don't feel compelled to do anything. No one is actually here so I am a loner talking to myself... but then at least I am not being bombarded with messages.

Hehehe...>.< I've just finished downloading the Hare Hare Yukai video..so funny... features the SOS Brigade dancing... soo funny. Those who went with me and watched the cosplaying part at Animania might remember the guy dressed as Haruhi dancing. lol.

Okay that's it for today now.
~Mei

Yay for me! I get to enrol for voting!

Well as I sure heaps of you guys know I recently turned 17. And you know what that means? A b'day card from the government, which includes the form to enrol for voting! Yay. Gah. I. Don't. Want. To. Vote. I've never liked voting in house activities or the whole prefect thing let alone voting for government.

Anyway, on another note, it is officially the holidays!!! Let's celebrate! I do plan to invite some people over, but seeing as most of them went over to Japan( boohoo) I'll see I can organise it in the last week of the holidays. If not, well forget it. Kinda justed wanted to invite the badminton gang, as we have plenty of space on my street ( they'd have to bring they're own raquets though) and because majority of them haven't actually been to my house. Personally I don't get the whole fuss about people wanting to come over to my house. And it is weird, because the first person to arrive and the last person to leave always entails an awkward silence.

Things I plan to do over the hols: nothing in particular. The same things I've been meaning to do over the last few holidays except I always managed to get dragged into working for my parents. Not going to happen this holidays. I'll make sure it doesn't happen.
I plan to buy two things over the holidays if I can- a drawing tablet and a laminator. I need to get Janet to help me find one. Perhaps an Intuos or a Bamboo? Don't know. I need to finish off my homework around this week so I'm free and a bit of revision. Also want to practice drawing and using photoshop- my skills are really dodgy as of late. Then I want to finally, finally finish playing FFX- it has taken me soo long as I keep putting it off, so then I can play FFX-2>.< If I don't manage that, I aim to complete as many DS games as possible.

Anyway, we'll see how that goes.
"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend. "

Welcome to a new world

Hello. And welcome to my blog. As this is my first blog, I should make it a memorable one. But I can't be bothered. So I am going to leave you guys with one thing you should know about me: I am a procrastinator.
~Mei