My inner thoughts

Have you ever wondered what happens when you die? I'm sure everyone has thought of this at some point, but I this idea as to what happens when you die. I wish that once I die, I could see how my life plays out before my very own eyes from a third person point of view- and that I had a remote that could change or replay moments in my life while I had the joy of seeing it. I'd love to see what I was like when I was a little baby or what I could look like when I'm an oldie..>.<

Also there are those other random things- like dreams, words, friends- aren't they the most random thing? To be honest I have no idea as to what I'm talking about now- can't really concentrate while watching a movie, but these things mean so much and can make you laugh and cry..

Don't you think being nostalgic is the most weirdest feeling? I always feel nostalgic when I hear old songs and stuff -I think back to when I might have first heard it and I always feel like I wish I could back then, all the seasons were nice, weren't over the top and it was relaxing. Now everything is about global warming as it gets worse, exams, jobs and whatever- everything is getting so stressful.

Okay I think I'll leave it at that as I can't think of anything to say, and probably bore you guys to death. Well I'll leave it at that. Meh.
~Mei