Conflicted with emotions

I don't know... I've been slacking with blogging because I really don't know what to say. I'm having trouble organising my thoughts, as every little thing pops into my head begging for attention. Last post was about my sitting... Well that went rather...slow. A total of 12 people visited, 13 including a baby. A total of 3 people watched my group's film, which is a pity as majority kind of walked out because of two other films (one got a lil weird, and the other one is just some guy standing while photoshoot lights are flashing). So yes very disappointing. Well I didn't expect many people in the first place, but was hoping there'd be more people to keep me distracted.

Hmm so what else? Been overly stressed about my assignments because of all the missed classes (because the teacher didn't come for 3 weeks in a row =.=") so we all got an extension, but this bites into the time we'll use for our other projects. And we're already on a tight schedule =/ So basically, I've barely learnt any after effects from my classes, only a few things which haven't completely stuck because the teacher went through the tutorial like the speed of light. So needless to say, I've been doing my own research into tutorials and such >.>

I guess another thing I've recently been thinking about is... well guys >.> The guy I had a crush on around last year has sort of gotten close to me within the last few days. I don't really know how to act, I guess I'm still attracted to him but... well I feel guilty. The fact that we're friends, and that the dude that had a crush on me is also friends with him... and he asked me out not to long ago again to watch a movie with gold class movie vouchers... and I said I'd be busy all March... and then I end up watching a movie with the group on the very last day of March... So I sort of feel like I'm stepping all over his sincerity T_T How do I deal with such a situation? I kind of want to avoid everything again and just climb into a hole and wait for everything to blow over.