The Next Stop

..I'm slowly starting to lose interest in everything I do. I can't seem to concentrate on one thing at a time. I'm feeling tired.... my life really seems to lack so many things. I really want to let some energy out. Doing nothing at home while thinking I should be doing something is just making me more annoyed. The fact that I'm stuck at home with grandma doesn't help. I've resolved to not talk to anyone at home for a while or else I'd just start a fight. Also... I wish the lighting in my house wasn't so dim.. can't see anything.
Mei