When will it all end? T^T

I'm sorry for not posting again... last few weeks have been quite hectic. Last few weeks haven't been that great. Yesterday our family received some bad news, that my cousin had died from cancer. I was shocked. I still can't believe it. I thought he was getting better. I was wrong. I don't get how this could happen. I've only known one person in my life who has died, and I wasn't close to her because she was one of my parents employees a few years ago. He was so young still. Just a year or two younger than Lucy. He was really quiet when I met him again two years ago, but after a few days he warmed up to us. He was a bit of a smart aleck. I wish I had the chance to know him better. Now I'll never get that chance.

I hope in my life, I can make some impact on some peoples' lives. I don't think I've really stood out too much in life, being relatively quiet to the rest of my friends, but I hope that people will remember me if anything happened to me.