Harry Potter

I just finished reading the last book from the series again, after buying the whole series the second week back from china. I love harry potter- main reason is that it's an easy read and you can really get into it, which I seem to have trouble doing for books in general nowadays. One reason why I'm re-reading some series from high school. I really do miss that period when I would be by myself, nose buried in a book.
I bought quite a few books in china, although I wish I could have bought more :/ I'll take a pic of it all when I get near the end of talking about my trip.
Honestly speaking though, I think I re-read books just to try to get the same feelings in my younger years of high school. I feel like most of the time I'm drifting, without a goal in mind. I know what I need to do, but it's getting harder to focus on doing the things I'm supposed to do. I've been meaning to practice my drawing skills, work with photoshop, but I'm just not feeling the same excitement and need to draw anymore. I haven't drawn properly since last year in first semester when I had drawing classes. I'm kinda scared of what's going to happen, because if I do aim to become some sort of animator or whatever, I won't have the same motivation, the same feelings I did once upon a time. You'd think being on such a long hiatus from drawing would help but...I don't know. I think I need a drawing buddy or something. Someone who I can draw with sometimes, share ideas or whatever. I just don't feel motivated enough to do things by myself anymore :(