The Next Stop

Am I being filmed? I feel like I've just stepped out of a tv drama or something- all these bad things just keep happening. I wish I could talk to someone about it except I can't- I'm forced to keep everything locked up inside. Having been forced straight into something I was not prepared for, and having to find a way to keep a person see reason. There are so many things that are happening, and time going by faster doesn't help. I just want to stop time and go back to the way things were before- just a few years back and none of this would ever had happen.