Birthdays suck

I can't help but feel that this was one of the worst birthday ever. I was hoping that it was going to be alright that maybe turning 18 wouldn't be too bad- ha. Just reading more of this would probably depress you so just go away.


I don't think my parents realized it was my birthday this morning. Got to school feeling a bit scared- who knows what you guys would do? Entered school like it was any other day, I don't mind it that much. Didn't think anyone realized it was my b'day. Felt a bit rejected. I realize some of you guys were trying to 'surprise' me, but it didn't go as planned. Brought out the lollies and everyone crowds around. Some say happy b'day.I'd rather wish they didn't. Also, don't bother asking what I got for my b'day. Cake is brought out- feeling a bit happy that you guys went to the trouble. Day goes by slowly, I just want to get out. I really can't stand it. Everything just seems to bloody depress me nowadays. Maybe it's stress. I don't know. But slowly I feel like I've become more and more reclusive and I feel that I can't talk to anyone. Just don't leave me behind.